Today is one year that my documents were logged into the CCAA.
Technically I have been waiting since the day I went on my agencies singles wait list, which was February 1, 2006.
As of today I have been waiting 19 months.
Wow! Although this has been a very emotional year, it has gone by very fast. I can only hope the next 12-19 months goes by as fast.
The only problem is… hey I am not complaining…. I have a lot to do to get ready for Miss Hazel. I have bought a few things and my Secret Pal has showered me with beautiful gifts for her.
Actually, this last bounty of gifts from her has inspired me to get Hazel’s room ready. I have not had the emotional strength to even consider that monumental task. Her future bedroom is loaded with my future tag sale stuff. SP you sparked the desire. It will need to smolder for awhile until I am absolutely sure if I am going to move or not.
Also, there are many more books about adoption, attachment and parenting I want to read.
I want to learn some basic baby sign language.
I really would like to learn a few survival words in Mandarin for our first few days together. The only thing that is stopping me is what if they don’t speak Mandarin in her province. Maybe once I get my referral.
I need to find bookcases with glass doors. I have a plethora of books. I have a huge fear of bookcases and a tip-over accident. Whenever I look at bookcases all I can see is little toes gripping the edge of the shelves and a little Hazel scaling the shrine of reading. So, I would really like to find the old fashion barrister’s bookcases. There is a wonderful consignment that I frequent often. I have seen those types of bookcases in there before, when I wasn’t in the market for them. Figures!
In the next few months I will start house hunting. I poke around the MLS website. I am gambling on the market to go down in prices during the winter.
I need to get serious about saving money. The first 12 months of my wait I was really good. Lately I’ve been very lax and spending way too much. Time to buckle down and get serious about saving again.
I really need to loose about 50 pounds. I have lost 15 over the summer. I have been lollygagging and I need to buck it up. My latest mantra is… “The feeling of being thin is better than the taste of (whatever I am about to put in my mouth).” Let’s see how long that lasts.
In the beginning of August I started collecting for Hazel’s 100 Good Wishes Quilt. I already in the process of swapping for 39 squishes. Not bad for one month. So, I have a quilt and a wish book to put together.
I am writing a couple of different books for Hazel.
Do you think I can get it all done and still live life one day at a time?
How about you, what’s on your agenda for the next year?